Matt, my friend

Matt Halteman is a true friend. We have had countless conversations on the phone and in person—topics ranging from perfumes to art to fashion (vegan, of course). We have discussed dance practice and soccer practice. Matt has made vegan cocktails and chocolate mousse for my husband and me, and when he could not make us food, he provided us with the most delicious catered vegan pizza and sushi. I have not only laughed hysterically in his home, I have sobbed like a little girl. Shaking, but with no shame as he and his wife and daughter embraced me. 


He is a friend; I put that out there because I am proud. But it in no way causes bias on my part. The real key to friendship is raw honesty. When I attempted to express my feelings in words earlier this year, Matt reviewed my essay and elegantly ripped my thoughts to shreds. I was so grateful for his benevolent censure.


Before my crisis, Matt allowed me to review his manuscript for Hungry Beautiful Animals: The Joyful Case for Going Vegan. I felt privileged (yet undeserving) to have this kind of access. What could I add? I read the manuscript wonderfully concluding that it was a love story. I saw the love between him and his dear wife, Susan, the most exquisite counterpart to Matt’s boyish zeal. I saw the love between him and all animals, and I saw love for his fellow humans. Here he was, presenting in almost evangelical tones a better way. And yet, the best evangelical does not force his gospel down your throat. Matt, showing brilliant restraint; cajoling when he can condemn, offers a code meant to help you. Where one may see limitations, Matt offers freedom. 


Matt and I understand each other. I could never be a pure vegan. I could come very close, and I plan to, but the food of my ancestors, youth, and culture all have meat. A vegan oil down would not unlock core memories of my Barbadian grandmother fussing over her iron pot. I need that saltfish in my accra; the tiniest bit of Christmas ham next to my pastel. But this is where Matt’s gospel is not just for show. He makes a case for and encourages a better way as preacher-philosopher-poet, but he also loves you just as you are, whether pure saint or errant sinner. My definition of friend. 


His book is now for sale at Hungry Beautiful Animals: The Joyful Case for Going Vegan


Matt is actually Dr Matthew Halteman, Professor of Philosophy at Calvin University. The thoughts in this blog are my own. I do not represent Dr Halteman, his publisher, or his place of work.



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